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Fragments of Horror
From the Notebook of Robert R. McCammon
The Spring 1987 issue of The Horror Show magazine was a
"Robert R. McCammon Special" issue. In addition to an excerpt from
Swan Song, a review of the novel, and an interview about it,
there was an article entitled "Fragments of Horror" that presented
excerpts from various works-in-progress by McCammon.
One of these works, the short story "Something Passed By," was eventually
published, but, sadly, the rest of them have been lost and will never
be completed or see publication.
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The Lady
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For several years, McCammon worked on The Lady, a novel
about a 120-year-old black woman, but never completed it. Years
later, the Lady did make an appearance in Boy's Life.
There I was, a child alone in the swamp, and I think I must've gone
crazy for awhile because all I can remember doing is crying and
curling up in a tight ball to sleep. But my sleep was torn by
nightmares of LaRouge and her monkey, and the way my Mama had died. I
don't know how long that went on; the days and nights just tangled all
together, 'til sun was moon and moon was sun. I do recall being
jarred awake by the sound of an explosion, and I sat up and screamed
because I thought it was the noise of Gator Leon's shack blowing up.
But it was just thunder, rolling across the swamp. Lightning flashed
and the thunder boomed again, getting closer. It started to rain—fat
drops that smacked my face and ran through my hair. Thunder shook the
world, and I lifted my face to the storm to let it wash the tears out
of my eyes.
I was my Mama's daughter, kin to the Lady of A Hundred Hearts and
spirit-daughter of Damballah. In my body flowed the blood of African
queens, of great warriors and sorcerers. I was a human being, and I
had sense and strength. Why then should I sink to my knees under a
little rain and wait for Death to take me? No! I knew who I was, and
I decided in that moment—right then, as the rain swept down and the
lightning flared like a world on fire—that I would somehow
survive the swamp, that I would live to reach New Orleans, to find
out the secrets Mama had hidden about both myself and her—and to
find LaRouge and deliver justice for the murder of my mother.
I looked in the direction of No Town, many miles away through the
night, and I impressed the memory of LaRouge's hateful face in my
mind.
"Today for you," I whispered. "Tomorrow for me."
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Usher's Passing
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The first draft of Usher's Passing covered the history of each
generation of the Usher family. In this scene, Aram Usher visits his
aunt Madeline in San Francisco.
It was clear to him that she had another passion besides rich candles
and rum cakes. A profusion of canaries flew about the apartment in a
flurry of feathers, and their white splattered greetings lay
everywhere on velvet sofa, finely carved chairs, and marble-topped
tables. The damnable birds circled Aram's head, twittering and
chirping with a noise that drowned out the ruckus of Barbary Coast
hooligans, clattering carriages and hooting harbor steamhorns. He
thrashed at them with his hands, and received white droppings on his
palms.
"So you're my nephew," Madeline said, her mouth with its huge red
lips moving around a moist rum cake. "My God, boy! You look like a
good strong wind would knock you to China!"
Aram gave up against the canaries. He faced Madeline, and he said
what he'd come a thousand miles to say: "I want to know why you
abandoned Roderick."
Her chewing ceased. A little laugh tittered out, and with it the
smell of rum. "Because," she said with a pout, "he wasn't any
fun." She slapped the cushion at her side. "Now come give your
Aunt Maddy a great big kiss!"
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They Still Thirst
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The figure glided forward; it was a large figure, broad-shouldered and
thick. The body of a man who had worked hard for a living, had
endured a life of winters. Still, for all its size, the body glided
across the scarlet runner—and stopped, just at the lamplight's edge.
There was a soft laugh, like wind between icicles.
"You're nothing but an old man," the voice said, in the Hungarian
high-country language.
And Palatazin whispered, "Father."
Beside him, Tom Chandler slowly lowered the machine-gun; it was useful
against the Soviet troops, but not against the creatures standing
before them.
"Your choice," the Countess Bathory said, with a dark smile.
"Which one will you have?"
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Something Passed By
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He was sitting on the front porch in the steamy heat of mid-day,
sipping from a glass of gasoline, when the doomscreamer came. Of
course, doomscreamers were nothing new; these days they were as common
as blue moons.
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Whirlwind
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It came to him, just like that: it was the lost chord that did it.
Whirlwind could play. It was the lost chord that brought Jinny back
from the grave with needle holes in her arms and a sick fascination in
those sunken black eyes. It was the lost chord that had roused Nick
Paisley, stirred up Blackbeard, brought Gordy back from Hell with his
face still scarred by a motorcycle's tread.
It was the lost chord that made the dead want to dance again—only to
Whirlwind's music. Only that.
He popped open the guitar case. It was such a beautiful instrument.
Its strings still had blood from his fingers on them.
There was a knock at the door. A soft tapping. He dropped the lid
back and snapped the latches.
"Baby?" It was Jinny's slow, labored, underwater voice. "Baby?
I'm hurtin'. Let me in, baby. I'm hurtin' so bad."
"Go away," he whispered, but he knew she would not. Not this time,
nor the next. "Please go away." And even as he said it, he picked
up the butcher knife and took a step toward the door.
"I love my baby," Jinny crooned, and air gurgled in her diseased
vocal chords.
"I love you too," he answered. His hand closed on the knob.
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Beulahland
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Brother Terry was a joker. Booker K. Grief, could he throw the
place into a spin! It was Brother Terry who was always taking
chances, always making faces behind the backs of the Nobles, always
going out on a limb to make us black-robe boys laugh. I remember he
found a way to the roof, and he got me to go with him. I didn't want
to, Dizzle, no! But I did, because he was such a fast talker. Maybe
Nobel Lucius was right; maybe there was a touch of Satan in Brother
Terry. Maybe.
Anyway, we got up through a hatch to the roof one night, and we could
see all of Beulahland from that height. What a daz! The searchlights
were going back and forth over the wheatfields, and I swear those
lights never looked so pretty! I mean, they were celestial! We could
see the worklights on way out in the fields, too, and the trucks where
the night shift was working. And the stars—mighty, mighty stars.
I'd forgotten what the stars looked like, because I went off night
shift when I turned eleven in the Ninth Year of Our Lord.
But we were up there real dazzing high and here it comes—God's Eye.
We could hear it, like a sewing-machine's hum. Brother Terry says,
"Get down! Flat!" I did, real dazzing quick, and God's Eye passed
maybe thirty yards away from us, heading west over the fields. Its
spikes were sticking out, and I figured somebody had jumped the wire
out on night shift. Yeah, somebody was going to get a shock that
night. I never found out who. Anyway, I sat up and watched God's Eye
speed away, and Brother Terry says, "I'm not scared of it. Are you?"
"No," I answered. But I was lying, and we both knew it.
Brother Terry was a real joker. I wasn't surprised when they took him
out to the Wall one day about a month later and shot him. I said,
"Praise the Lord," as the guns went off, just like everybody else,
but I had the taste of cinders in my mouth, like burned-up stars.
Copyright © 1987 by Robert R. McCammon. All rights reserved.
These fragments originally appeared in the Spring 1987 issue of The
Horror Show magazine. Reprinted with permission of the author.
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